stairway to heaven

If tears could build a stairway
and memories build a lane,
I'd walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again.

Of course sometimes we feel that way in our extreme grief stupor. But in reality is it for our best or their best interest at heart? I know now after my long journey through the down side of losing a loved one, that I was only concerned about how much my heart was hurting. When I read this little memorial it brought back feelings of how it was at that time. Now I want what is best for my son. I cannot out do God's love and provisions. Now my son deserves nothing but the best.